This is when the really crazy stuff happens. So, let’s get this show on the road.
About a month into stepping into no TPN territory, I decided that selling insurance wasn’t working out. In October, I started another job as a nanny. I don’t know what possessed me to think I could do that rodeo again, especially without the support of TPN nutrition? But I tried. This time the arrangement was not a live-in situation, so at least I was able to go home to get away from work!
During this time, I truly only did work in my life. I was always too exhausted to do anything outside of work. Even on weekends, I laid around trying to keep up with myself. It was terrible. At the same time, I still managed to have some fun. I planned a Halloween party at my little downtown no-window apartment. I got together with friends when I felt like it and was able to. I painted my entire apartment because I was allowed to do whatever I wanted with it. So, while I was exhausted the majority of the time, I was still living a full life.