Photographing a Wedding & A Thank You to My Body

Hi! I wanted to take a quick break from Tubie Pad Features this week to share about a really cool thing my body helped me do a couple weekends ago! I got to photograph a wedding!Thompson Wedding-Paul8701Web

My friend Paul, who was my teammate in capturing this wedding, was really kind and took some shots of me (or shots I was accidentally in, ha!) so I thought I’d share those throughout this post, along with some of the photos I captured from the wedding day at the end!Thompson Wedding-Paul9534Web

If you know much about weddings, you know they’re pretty stressful. Add in being the photographer of a wedding, I’ll just be honest and say the stress is very high. Being all places at once, making sure to get all of the very important moments (which is honestly all of them, ha!) and just the general stress on your body to run around for an entire day, it’s a lot! Continue reading “Photographing a Wedding & A Thank You to My Body”

Why “We Need to Pull Your Line” Isn’t as Easy as it Sounds

I’ll warn you, this is going to be a long post (I know I’m long winded anyway!) But it’s important. It’s about advocating for yourself as a patient when a medical professional states they’d like to do something that you don’t feel comfortable with. It’s also about taking your central line, and the symptoms of possible line infection, very seriously.With Carrie0930Web Continue reading “Why “We Need to Pull Your Line” Isn’t as Easy as it Sounds”

Couch Potato Poem

My church does this really fabulous thing every summer where we celebrate the ordinary time between the big holidays. There really isn’t a lot that happens through the church calendar between Easter and Christmas, and we recognize that lots of our lives are spent in this ordinary-ness. So we do things differently, and usually spend time getting to know one another better.

A couple years ago during Ordinary Time, each Sunday started with a poem or writing written by someone in the church. All totally different topics, but everyday ordinary topics. I shared this poem, and haven’t shared it anywhere else but with the group that was there on that particular Sunday, so I’d like to share it with you here today.

Some things have changed, but the ultimate message remains. I’d love for you to soak in some couch potato-ness after reading this and remember all the things your body does for you!

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Looking at me right now, you might not be able to see that the simple things like consuming enough calories to survive, or taking a shower are difficult for me.

You might not know that I have to put a weird rubbery sleeve over my arm before showering in order to keep my PICC safe from water.

Since it is my lifeline, the way I receive nutrition, I wouldn’t want it to get infected with scary water germs.

You might not even be able to tell that medical tape is a part of my daily wardrobe, or that I have two feeding tubes that I like to call my stomach piercings.

And that’s all okay.

Because these things are hidden.

But do you know what else is hidden, aside from our different hidden struggles and limitations?

Just how much LIVING our bodies are doing.

I love how Christy Beam, author of Miracles from Heaven, put it, our bodies are “like an orchestra with all the individual instruments playing together in perfect tune.”

Now, maybe my violin section is a little off.

And maybe your trumpets aren’t playing quite loud enough, or your sax player is just getting into their own groove while you have no say over what they are doing.

But let’s just take a moment to think about all of the things our bodies are doing for us right now.

Hearts pump-pump-pumping.

Lungs breathing. In, out, in, out.

Blood cells acting as a transit system and getting oxygen where it needs to go. Such busy streets.

Guts churning. Gurgling.

Eyelids kissing one another as they blink blink blink.

All the while, you’re just simply sitting.

It’s truly beautiful.

We all go through life thinking, oh I’ve got to get this done, I’ve got to do that, say this, go here, be there at 7:37, constantly going.

But we already are constantly going.

Even in just simply sitting.

And sometimes it is perfectly okay to be a pretty, or handsome, couch potato.

SwabCap Love & Ghost Hunting in Eureka

I feel like I owe my dear friend SwabCaps a huge thanks for helping to keep me central line infection free for the past five years (knock on wood)!  Don’t get me wrong, Sawbcaps aren’t a 100% infection blocker.  They do a pretty fabulous job though!

These sweet little orange nuggets are pure gold to me.  Lots of you might know about them, but for those who don’t, SwabCaps are Skittle sized rubbery-plastic caps that have an alcohol saturated pad inside that you put on the end of a central line or IV when it’s not in use.  You might also know a similar product called a Curos cap, a very similar product, but it’s a harder plastic that is bright green.Swab Caps06446Web Continue reading “SwabCap Love & Ghost Hunting in Eureka”

Our Engagement Story

I’m going to start this story with a little flashback to September of 2014 when I was in the hospital getting my G-tube placed.  Anthony had driven down from Fayetteville to Dallas to stay with me through some of my days in the hospital, and it was so kind of him to do that.  It was especially kind of him to deal with a girl who was on so many medications that she didn’t even know what was happening most of the time.  He really liked me I guess!

Anyway, long story short, one day not too long after receiving pain medication, I started crying because I had something I wanted to tell him.  After acting like a weirdo for a few minutes, I just blurted out, “I LOVE YOU OKAY!”

That’s the end of that part of the story.  It’s also good to note that this was my last long hospital stay until this engagement story begins.

Sixteen months passed (RECORD!) I had moved to Fayetteville with Anthony, and things had continued to progress between the two of us.

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Hanging out in Dallas May 2015!
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Swimming in August 2015 thanks to my DryPro!
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Andy Warhol exhibit in August 2015!

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